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This Is Not An Artistically Motivating Time by blazewind95
This Is Not An Artistically Motivating Time
"With time new inspiration will come but for now we're feeling glum..."

Not going to go much into details but I've been rolling through some ups and downs and this was nothing more than the by product of a down, merely the result of my emotions finding their way into a sketch.

Anyways I've not been very active on here but I am a bit more active here >>tapastic.com/Insomniac<< check out my comic and stuff
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Burn it up by blazewind95
Burn it up
A wild Blaze appeared! Pikachu shock  hehe yeah bad joke...Pikachu is not shure 

So I got bored and did a little procrastination doodle while workin on some other stuff (this: tapastic.com/episode/118492) and the result I'm actually pretty happy with Pikachu gasp Plz 

it's been AGES since I've drawn a sonic character like this not to mention one of my first attempts at drawing fire so this picture pleases me Pikachu Plz 
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Insomniac sketch by blazewind95
Insomniac sketch
A random little something I'd done  a while back Yato (Sneaky Bad Neko) [V1] 
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Lately I've been having many a restless night wondering and worrying about friends and things of that nature as well as my own emotions which had nearly begun to get the better of me as my mind began to wander to places it shouldn't negative thoughts, ideas of suicide and others which I wont get into too much detail about.

I'd begun to feel like a failure, assuming I'd let down friends, family and even more my own self. To think that I'd let myself fall so far and come close to rock bottom all because I let my burdensome emotions get the better of me. I admit I'd come close to trying the things that had come to mind spending hours brooding and pondering what to do and how to do it. Then I'd heard from someone who needed just a bit more help than I did but seen was beginning to think I had failed them.

It wasn't until tonight when one in particular had come across a situation that brought them close to their own breaking point and those things that I had thought of doing, considering things I should have never let cross my mind had come to wear on their own. So I did what I think any person would or I would hope and think should and talked to them. And we did. and talked, and talked and talked. and finally a resolve. Healing. Bonding. Coping with pain. Reminding on another how things get better even when it's hard.

I feel like many people likely go through its but their decisions sometimes have grater consequences than those of others. Today and for awhile I'd led myself to believe I couldn't do anything for anyone and that I was utterly useless. Then today happened and tonight happened and I managed to help bring them out of their dark place and in doing so found my out out of mine.

I know I likely sound like a fortune cookie or a novella one but I realize everyone goes through pain...it's a part of life and is something we all deal with it something we've all encountered...and even though it hurts we have to learn not to let it dominate and overpower us. It may be our choice as to whether we want to move on or not but I'm definitely coming to realize how much easier it is to hold on to it and how it's just a easy (though not always so much) how we should take that pain, accept it, and soon begin to move on from our pain and heal and keep living.

One final note in what I've learned is that life goes on no matter what happens but it's our choice whether we plan to move on with it.

(Man that was long) but until next time I hope all of you have a good night/good morning and an even better life~

3/13/15 3am
  • Mood: Caring
  • Listening to: Durarara!! OST

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blazewind95

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My names blazewind95 but you can call me Insomniac (or Somnus if you'd prefer)
I'm a sleepless artist that loves to draw, my tools of the trade are my Wacom Intuos Pro and Clip Studio Paint and pencil and paper if I feel like it.
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flowerbanana Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch! :la:
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Laurenabees Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch! 
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blazewind95 Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! Ene (Smile) [V7] 
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Saber-Cow Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for watching!
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blazewind95 Featured By Owner Jun 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! ^w^
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Patti-Tea Featured By Owner Jun 4, 2015  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!! ; u ; 
I really appreciate it!
Have a nice day~
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blazewind95 Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem Ene (Smile) [V7] 
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Wognif Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!
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blazewind95 Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! Yato (Lazy Waving) [V1]  
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XJupiterXx Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you for the watch! ^u^
Hope you enjoy the future artwork! 
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